Re-invention

No writing yesterday. Felt a little tired, uninspired. Those days often come at the end of the week. It’s nothing new.

This morning, I woke with a thought: Right now, this is my job. Not a holiday. Not an escape. An investment in the future. The question that came up was simple but sharp — Am I doing enough? Am I working hard enough?

Yes, I’m doing what’s asked of me. But is that truly enough? Deep down, I know I could push more. Work harder. Bring more intensity to what I do. The results would come, and so would the reward.

I think I should be training harder. Adding extra sessions. Making sure everything I do is not only technically sound but also done with repetition, done with volume.

It doesn’t make sense to leave any energy behind when I’m here to reinvent myself. But that reinvention needs to be holistic. It needs to address the whole person.

Mind.
Body.
Spirit.

Right now, all three feel lacking in some way. While I’m seeing physical progress, my mind and spirit feel like they’re lagging behind.

I don’t know exactly why. And I don’t have the answer yet. But as I’ve learned, all answers begin with questions.